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Don't ask me to be normal..

2012-02-02T16:16:00.000-08:00

I have never been normal and I will never be.

When I was a child my school mates used to called me ugly, skyscraper, monster, gorilla, etc... I never thought it was funny, actually it was pretty hurtful. But I was still being myself, no matter what.

There is a quote, where I can see myself reflected :

"The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain."

Not everything that glitters is gold and behind of each scenario there is a big reality, that is what we truly are...

I didn't change, I'm just learning from my experiences and constantly improving myself. BUT always remember: Before you talk, listen. Before you react, think. Before you criticize, wait. Before you pray, forgive. Before you quit, try.

Life is full of opportunities which are like a trampoline: you must climb to reach the top, enjoy the view, walk to the end of it and make the jump !.

Each time we start from scratch. Climbing little by little, working hard to reach the goal. Once you reach this goal, the satisfaction of accomplishment lasts only a few seconds, until the moment where the mind tells us it's time to jump and go for another chance.

Life is all about risks & it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had.

Live your life, take chances, be crazy. Dont wait cause right now is the oldest you've ever been & the youngest you'll be ever again.
Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing ever. But to hold it together when everyone else thinks you'd fall apart is true strength.

SO TAKE THE RISK and live your life to the fullest !!

Besides, who cares who's watching?

Natu.-

Feliz Año Nuevo - Happy New Years

2011-12-31T06:40:00.000-08:00

El año nuevo para muchos es una gran fiesta que se celebra entre amigos y familia y para otros es solo otro dia mas.
El sistema y los medios de comunicacion hacen que el hombre formalice una imagen perfecta de lo que tendria que ser el año nuevo. Una oportunidad para perdonar, amar y ser felices.

Pero por que esperar hasta cada año nuevo para perdonar, amar y ser feliz?.
Podemos festejar millones de cosas, pero lo mas importante es darse cuenta de todas las cosas que pasamos, los logros y los fracasos, todas las veces que sonreimos y todas las veces que lloramos, los amigos que van y vienen, los momentos en familia llenos de amor y felicidad y los momentos en que estuvimos solos sin saber que hacer.
Es una oportunidad para reflexionar lo vivido hasta ahora, porque muchas veces vivimos y vivimos sin darnos cuenta de que el tiempo vuela y que los años pasan mas rapido de lo que uno espera.
La vida nos va a tomar por sorpresa siempre, por eso tenemos que vivir cada dia como si fuera el primero, no el ultimo. Descubriendo cosas nuevas, conociendo gente nueva, aprendiendo a equivocarse y a apreciar las cosas, pero no cosas materiales...sino los valores: alegria, tristeza, amor, sacrificio,paciencia, perdon, compañia, sabiduria, etc...en los momentos que nos dejan sin respiro, que nos dan energia para seguir adelante, recordandonos (de una buena o una mala manera) lo importante que es saber valorar el camino que hemos recorrido.

Con todo el corazon les deseo un hermoso FIN DE AÑO, lleno de amor y alegria !!!
FELIZ AÑO NUEVO !!!!

Con mucho cariño,

Natu.-

Merry Christmas WORLD !

2011-12-25T06:41:00.000-08:00

What's good fam ? I hope everybody is enjoying this Christmas day, surrounded by love and fam.

I wish you the best in your lifes and LIVE IT UP ! Remember that we don't need to celebrate today only because it's Christmas, we must enjoy EVERY day as it comes.

And if you are far from your family (like me), you feel alone or you are not feeling good, just smile... because there are millions of reasons to smile and be happy. Be thankful, because even if we have lots of problems, we are really blessed.

We are blessed because God gave us the opportunity to live... to feel, to love and being loved.

So I hope everybody is having a wonderful day !!! Enjoy the last days of this unforgettable 2011.

Lots of love and God bless you,

Natu.-

Listen to the rhythm of your heart

2011-12-13T04:32:00.000-08:00

How are you people? What's goooood :))

As we all know Christmas is around the corner ! This year I'm not going home, so I decided to spend Christmas with my team mate's family in Rome and New Years with some friends :)
I've been a lil busy, but here I am ready to share some experiences that I had in these past weeks.

Today I'm going to write about STRESS.
Stress is just like a bottle of poison.

We live longer than our forefathers, but we suffer more from a thousand artificial anxieties and cares. They fatigued only the muscles and we exhaust the finer strength of the nerves.
Much of the stress that people feel doesn't come from having too much to do. It comes from not finishing what they've started. When you spend your life putting pressure on yourself to go from start to finish without appreciating and learning along the way, you are doing yourself an injustice. If you can stop and appreciate everything in the middle maybe your journey would not be as stressful.

A life spent in constant labor is a life wasted.
But God didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?.
Nothing is as bad as it seems. One antidote is self-expression, the stress in our life becomes manageable if we take control and have complete power of it. There must be quiet a few things that a hot bath won't cure so for fast-acting relief, try slowing down.

Marilu Henner said: Being in control of your life and having realistic expectations about your day-to-day challenges are the keys to stress management, which is perhaps the most important ingredient to living a happy, healthy and rewarding life.

The field of consciousness is tiny. It accepts only one problem at a time. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery.

Some of the secret joys of living are not found by rushing from point A to point B, but by inventing some imaginary letters along the way...
Sometimes it's important to work for that pot of gold. But other times it's essential to take time off and to make sure that your most important decision in the day simply consists of choosing which color to slide down on the rainbow. - Douglas Pagels.

ADVICES:

Keep your sense of humor. There's enough stress in the rest of your life to let bad shots ruin a game you're supposed to enjoy.
Tension is who you think you should be. Relaxation is who you are. - Chinese Proverb.
Give your stress wings and let it fly away.

Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths.

Throw out an alarming alarm clock. If the ring is loud and strident, you're waking up to instant stress. You shouldn't be bullied out of bed, just reminded that it's time to start your day. - Sharon Gold.

Hope you guys liked it !! AND THANK YOU FOR READING.
Much Love,

Natu.-

A - Z

2011-11-30T12:47:00.000-08:00

What's good world ? So the other day I had a nice e-mail from my Angel and I wanted to share it with you guys.

Go from NEGATIVE to POSITIVE.

Somebody somewhere hast to start acting differently. WHY NOT START WITH YOU?

We are all creatures of habit. If you do what you always have done, you'll get what you always get. Negative habits are like a comfortable bed, easy to get into but hard to get out of...

A. Anger = If someone doesn't live up to your expectations or your rules, do you get angry?. Take a break, it's not something or someone that makes you angry, but your own way of thinking that leads you to anger. To defuse your anger changer your thoughts.

B. Bored = Be positive, be enthusiastic. Shifting boredom is not about doing new things constantly, changing places or doing things differently. It's about seeing everything you do with new eyes, new insights and new perspectives. It's about doing everything with enthusiasm.

C. Complaining = We complain when something goes wrong or because we wish it would be different. But it only diminishes our energy and happiness. Be positive, be appreciative.

D. Doubt = It only takes one small doubt to send your dreams and aspirations into a tailspin. Don't let past failures make you doubt about your future abilities. Have trust, trust in yourself.

E. Ego = Ego hides our weaknesses and claims to the world that we have none. Shift your ego with humility and be honest.

F. Fear = Finding excuses and reasons to stay right where you are. Have Only Positive Expectations. (H.O.P.E)

G. Greed = The more you get, the more you want. Focus on what you have, not what you want. Fill the empty space with generosity and share what you have. Give good feelings to everyone.

H. Hurt = Don't question it. Don't re-live it. Let the hurt go. Be wise. Be free. Take your power back and move on.

I. Indecision = Some decisions will be wrong. There are no perfect decisions. It's not what we choose, but how we make use of our choices, that matters.

J. Jealousy = Jealousy mostly comes from low self worth and comparison. Be secure in yourself and understand that everyone's unique. Be positive, be inspired.

K. Know it all = Be curious.

L. Lonely = You can be surrounded by people and still feel lonely. Be alone, not lonely. Get to know, & like yourself.

M. Moddy = Moods are often a result of your thoughts. Shake it of, put a smile in your face. Think positive, be happy.

N. Neglect = Self-sabotage. Start nurturing yourself and apply your heart. Respect, not neglect.

O. Overwhelmed = We don't get much done even though we have lots to do. Breath, clear your mind, be calm, simplify and get started.

P. Pessimist = The pessimist complains about the noise when opportunity knocks. There's always a positive side to everything. Stay in touch with reality. Be optimistic. Life changes when you stop looking down & start looking up.

Q. Quibble = Quibbling is arguin over small issues and nitpicking unnecessary details. Make your point, be positive and express yourself respectfully.

R. Regret = "IF ONLY"...Regret keeps you stuck in the past. You can't change the past, it's made you who you are today. Look at your regret and use it for a positive change. Think before you act, don't play it safe. Do what you love and live in the rpesent moment.

S. Superficial = Being superficial is to focus on the surface reality and not on what lies beneath. Stop being superficial and go deep. Remove the masks and meditate to find the real you. Be real and authentic. See the truth depth in everyone and everything.

T. Tired = Try to be more energised. Drink lots of water and eat well. Look forward to the day ahead.

U. Untidy = Your physical environment is a reflection of your mental environment. Daily clean out your mind.

V. Vague = Sometimes being vague serves better than being precise. Know when to and when not to be vague.

W. Worry = Worry alerts you to what can go wrong so that you can plan and be prepared. But worrying doesn't improve the situation. Understand what you can't control, think that you will deal with it. Focus on what you can control and how you can improve the situation. Think well.

X. Xaggerate = Save exaggeration for when it is required, otherwise stop. See the reality as it is. Be accurate. Accentuate, not exaggerate. Magnify what's best.

Y. Yap = Listen to understand others and speak to be understood. Start communicating.

Z. Zero = Low self-esteem. Zero is a belief. We believe we are not good enough. Accept who you are. You have ZERO limits. You have unlimited potential. Become your best and make a dent in the universe.

Hope you guys liked it, because I did ! Thank you for reading, as always :)

Much Love,

Natu-.

єndℓєss тнαnk уσυ

2011-11-19T16:35:00.000-08:00

"Try тσ вє тнє ѕтαя which уσυ αℓωαуѕ dreαм σf"
Or maybe I must realize that I'm already a STAR.... on the inside.

Sometimes we wish to be someone else, because we are not satisfied with ourselves.
But today I'm going to thank everybody, my family, friends and God...

Thank you for supporting me everyday.
Thank you for helping me.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for hugging and kissing me.
Thank you for hitting me when it was necessary.
Thank you for making me happy.
Thank you for making my life SO special.
Thank you for making me feel special.
Thank you for giving me a hand.
Thank you for being always when I needed it.
Thank you for writing me.
Thank you for calling me.
Thank you for inspiring me.
Thank you for teaching me.
Thank you for advising me.
Thank you for crying with me.
Thank you for being always yourself.
Thank you for telling me the truth.
Thank you for trusting me.
Thank you for criticizing me.
Thank you for being so incredible.

Thank you for everything, but most of all THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME.

Thanks to you I'm the person that you see today. I love you and God bless you.

From the bottom of my heart: ENDLESS THANK YOU.
Much Love,

Natu.-
I have no limits, the story of my life will never have an end, because my dreams are endless...

Rollercoaster

2011-11-13T04:19:00.000-08:00

What's good cybernetic fam?

It is what it is... I've been working hard ! As you guys know I'm a bball player well... I work hard to be :)
Right now I'm living in Italy... I've been here since a was 15. It was a tough decision cause I had to come without my fam, so basically these past 5 years I've been by myself !.
Sometimes I look behind and I can't believe all the things that I been through... but it's all about life lessons.

So... my title today is "Rollecoaster" because that's the word that reflects how my life has been these years, like a big rollercoaster with ups and downs.
The bad thing is that in all the way down, I lost my faith... and I couldn't find it for a long time. I lost all my faith because I didn't believe in myself.
It's hard to explain..
I can only say that God is great... because when I had nobody with me, God was there helping me to pull through. And he helped me to have faith and believe in myself again.

U see, my life it's so easy but it's so hard at the same time. I love my life, can't complain.. but to be the person that I am I had to pass a couple of storms by myself. But it's ok, cause I pray for everybody to always have someone next to them, someone who can hug you and tell you I love you, or even to fight with.. but to have it.

My heart is made to give and to believe. I don't care about none else, because when you are ok I am ok. I don't live through others happiness, but I am happy when I see happy people.. when someone needs help I try to help he/her. Of course I like to receive, but to receive first, we need to give.

"Blessed are those who give without remembering. And blessed are those who take without forgetting."

The world is full of sharks, don't let them see you bleed. Cause the moment they do...they'll eat you alive...
Enjoy life, be yourself.. and remember that life is not about living in a world with happiness and love, its about finding it.

God bless yall, and thanks for taking the time to read it.

Much love,

Natu.-

What to do, when nobody believes in you...

2011-10-20T16:55:00.000-07:00

Una historia que llevo siempre conmigo y lo tengo guardado en mis mas profundos recuerdos, es la historia de una nena feliz, que le encantaba soñar.

Su nombre significaba nacimiento, lo cual, siempre pense que era lo indicado para ella, porque siempre buscaba nuevas aventuras, buscaba hacer nuevas amistades, conocer lugares y gente, en fin, crear nuevos comienzos.
Siempre me acuerdo de su sonrisa sin dientes, pero siempre llena de brillo y energia....

Cada vez que me acuerdo de ella, pienso, en lo rara que era, porque recuerdo que le encantaba soñar, es mas hasta a veces soñaba despierta. Lo que me mas me fascinaba de ella, era que siempre soñó con el fin de ir haciendo sueño por sueño, en realidad.
No creia en los limites... siempre penso que la vida era como un pastel de chocolate. El sabor y el placer que sentia cuando comia una porcion eran indescriptibles, pero cuando llegaba al final se sentia insatisfecha y queria mas.
Esta metáfora nos ayuda a recordar que lo importante no es el llegar o terminar un objetivo, sino que lo importante es haber disfrutado y vivido durante el proceso, porque al final nunca vamos a estar conformes con lo que logremos.

Asique ella siguio soñando, soñaba con llegar a ser la mejor version de si misma. De ayudar a la mayor cantidad de gente posible y de vivir una vida a pleno, llena de sonrisas y de vez en cuando lagrimas, porque sino la vida de color rosa seria aburrida, no?.
Hasta el dia de hoy, admiro la fé que tuvo en ella misma, para persuadir sus sueños y de a poquito haciendolos realidad.

Y si, la nena de mi historia soy yo... mi nombre Natasha significa Nacimiento y todas las cosas que escribi antes son verdaderas.
Hay dias en los que me pongo a pensar, y me asombro del coraje y la fuerza de voluntad que tuve desde chica. Cuando tuve epocas en que nadie confiaba en mi, porque lo que yo soñaba eran cosas demasiado exageradas, que parecian hasta imposibles.
Como les dije antes, nunca crei en los limites, el mundo es mi torta de chocolate, y hasta el dia de hoy he disfrutado cada porcion que me toco, como si fuera la ultima, pero cuando llego al final de la misma, sigo hambrienta, porque se que hay miles de experiencas que me estan pidiendo a gritos de ser vividas.

En esta vida tengo misiones que hacer, y la primera es ayudar a la mayor cantidad de seres humanos posibles.
No hay una sensacion mas linda, que ayudar a alguien que nos necesite.

Cuando nadie creyó en mi, solo mi padres, encontre una fuerza que va mas alla de cualquier opinion. Una fuerza que nacio de mi interior el dia que decidi cambiar el mundo, el dia que confie en mi misma.
Ahora me gustaria que entendieran lo que significa para mi el esfuerzo y el sacrificio, porque sin ellos no hubiera hecho nada. La fuerza, mente y cuerpo que tuve que crear para poder pasar por tormentas, nieve, huracanes, bajadas y subidas...
Pero todo vale la pena, porque no hay nada mas lindo que dibujar una sonrisa en el rostro de otra persona, significa que esa persona es feliz... Y la felicidad es el logro mas grande, que para mi supera todos los logros deportivos o profesionales que podria llegar a alcanzar.

Asique si, basicamente, mis sueños son el ayudar al mundo y hacer feliz a la gente. Todos merecemos tener el corazon lleno de alegria y amor.
Las cosas materiales van y vuelven.. van y vuelven... pero la vida es como una caja de momentos que tienen solo una ida y despues se convierten en recuerdos, que valen mucho mas que cualquier cosa por el simple hecho de ser irrepetibles e inolvidables.

Espero que les haya gustado mi pequeña historia... y gracias por haberse tomado el tiempo de leerlo.
Miles y miles de gracias,

Con cariño,

Natu.-

NO todos los dias se cumplen 20 años..

2011-10-04T03:52:00.000-07:00

Como anda el mundo cibernetico !?!

Asiiique... hoy es mi CUMPLEAÑOS ! 20 años y lo estoy disfrutando como nunca !!!!
Mas alla de que todos los dias son especiales, hoy comienza un año nuevo para mi, la vida recien empieza !
Gracias a Dios tengo salud y amor que personalmente creo que es lo mas importante, son las 2 cosas indispensables en mi vida. El dinero va y viene, pero la vida no, los momentons son ocasiones que solo tienen una ida y que luego se convierten en recuerdos..
Cuando trabajamos estamos desafiando nuestros limites, solo tenemos que mirar para adelante porque hay muchas oportunidades por ser vividas. Lo importante es creer en uno mismo y nunca dejar de soñar, porque nada, pero absolutamente nada es imposible.

Gracias por haberte tomado el tiempo de leerlo !
Con mucho amor y cariño,

Whats goooood internet world !!!!

Soooo today is my BIRTHDAY ! 20 years old, and I'm loving it !!!!
Everyday is special, but today a new year is starting for me, life is just getting started !
Thank God I'm healthy and I'm surrounded of love. Personally I think that those are the most important/necessary things to have in my life. Money always goes and comes around, but life instead doesn't, because the moments are occasions that have a single road ahead, before they become memories.
When we work we are challenging our limits, we only have to look forward because there are many opportunities to be experienced. The most important thing is to believe in ourselves and never stop dreaming, because nothing, absolutely nothing is impossible.

Thank you for taking yor time to read it !
Much love,

Natu.-

U wanted to hurt me, well congrats, because u did.

2011-09-26T15:35:00.000-07:00

It's unbelievable how the people that know you the most, are the ones that can really make you feel like the worst person, and they will also hurt you till you fall.

I'm so sad that I don't even want to write in english.

Tengo un herida interna, que no para de sangrar, y que empeora cada segundo que pasa.

Es una herida que no tiene cura, es un agujero que me lastima con el pasar del tiempo.

Siempre trate de alejarme de la gente mala que podia a llegar a hacerme daño, y me aferraba a la gente que mas cerca tenia.

Resulta ser que la gente que mas me conoce, son las personas que causaron mi herida. Intencionalmente, sin saberlo, pero de a poco esa herida fue creciendo, hasta convertirse en este agujero que llevo todos los dias, es un vacio en mi interior, que ni las palabras me alcanzan para describir este dolor.

Es un dolor que va mas alla de los dolores fisicos, es un dolor que nace de mi interior y se va dispersando por mi cuerpo.

No es porque me hayan pegado o dicho cosas feas, pero si me han mentido y usado inumerables veces, que es muchisimo peor.

Cuando pedia a gritos amor, nunca lo tuve... cuando pedia un abrazo, solo recibia palabras consoladoras... cuando pedi una sonrisa recibi caras confusas...

Y sin embargo sigo adelante, porque aunque no pueda confiar en el 99% de la gente, tengo que sacar fuerzas de cualquier lugar, hay que seguir adelante aunque el camino se convierta en montaña con miles de obstaculos, aunque me duela todo el cuerpo, aunque me sienta de lo peor, no me voy a rendir.

Porque tengo que hacerlo por mi misma, porque se que merezco algo mejor, merezco vivir mi sueño, merezco tener una vida llena de alegrias, amor, salud y sonrisas.

Me basta saber que al menos alguien confia en mi, y esa persona soy simplemente yo misma. No me importa lo que los otros logren, hagan o donde lleguen.

Lo unico que me importa es estar bien, y realizar mis metas. Y aunque nadie me haya dado una mano, todas las veces que cai, voy a ayudar a todo el mundo, a todos los que me necesiten. Porque ayudar es un sueño y deber que debo cumplir conmigo misma.

No es justo tenerlo todo sabiendo que hay personas que no tienen nada. No conozco el camino, pero tengo aire en los pulmones, baterias inagotables y llevo mis objetivos grabados en la frente.

Empezare este viaje sola con dolor y sudor, pero lo voy a terminar lleno de amor y alegria.

I'M GOING TO MAKE THE DIFFERENCE, I'M GOING TO MAKE THE BIGGEST CHANGE.

Everything is worth it.

2011-09-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

What's good everyone ?
So I've been out for a while, rite now im a lil tired, but writing always feels good 2 me so imma keep it doin.

How's life treating yall ?
To me... well I cant complain, im healthy and my job is doing what i love, so im really blessed.
I've been working out a lot.. trying to do my best, and even if sometimes seems impossible, my head tries to make it possible.
Coz everything starts in our minds, if u think u can do it, u will do it. Our body is the makes what our mind says.

Sometimes I feel like doing nothing, my body hurts and my mind is tired, and I jus dont wanna do nothin...
But those are the real times when I need to get up and get things done.. when my mind has to be stronger than my bed, where my body cant feel no pain and where I'm feeling hungry of getting better.
In those moments I think about all the stuff that I've been throu, all the things that I've done to be where I am... all the sacrificies and pain I felt.
Everything is worth it...

Sometimes I felt alone, my fam was very far and I jus had nobody wit me, who I could talk to or laugh with, nobody.
It was pretty tough, but I learned so much things, I met a lot of people, I found God and I found myself. So I realized that I wasnt alone.

I used to say that life is hard.. as a matter of fact, it is.. but it all depends on you (us). We can live trying, even if we don't get to the top, if we did our best and we enjoyed every second of it, that is the best result that we can have.
Because life is like a big bag full of oportunities and we only need to catch them one by one. The hardest part is to take them, cause not everybody is prepared for that, but the most important things is TRYING.

I kno it seems hard sometimes but remember through every dark nite there's a brighter day. So no matter how hard it get, stick ur chest out, keep ya head up n handle it.
2Pac - Legends never die.

I hope u have liked this lil thought... it's always nice to share the things that we've in our minds.

Take care world and as another Legend used to say: If u wanna make the world a better place take a look at yourself then make a change. - MJ The King.

We can always start wit the man in the mirror....

Much love,

Natu.-

2011-08-30T14:02:00.000-07:00

I'm not afraid to take a stand, everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road....

You could try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em
But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em
Cause ain't no way I'ma let you stop me from causin mayhem
When I say I'ma do somethin I do it,
I don't give a damn what you think,
I'm doin this for me, so fuck the world
Feed it beans, it's gassed up, if it thinks it's stoppin me
I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearin down your balcony
No if ands or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he
From "Infinite" down to the last "Relapse" album
he's still shittin, whether he's on salary paid hourly
Until he bows out or he shits his bowels out of him
Whichever comes first, for better or worse
He's married to the game, like a fuck you for Christmas
His gift is a curse, forget the Earth, he's got the urge
to pull his dick from the dirt, and fuck the whole universe

Okay quit playing with the scissors and shit, and cut the crap
I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap
You said you was king, you lied through your teeth, for that
Fuck your feelings, instead of gettin crowned you're gettin capped
And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back
I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact
Let's be honest, that last "Relapse" CD was ehhh
Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground
Relax, I ain't goin back to that now
All I'm tryin to say is get back, click-clack, blaow
Cause I ain't playin around
It's a game called circle and I don't know how, I'm way too up to back down
But I think I'm still tryin to figure this crap out
Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't, this fuckin black cloud
still follows, me around but it's time to exorcise these demons
These motherfuckers are doin jumpin jacks now!

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons
I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now..

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally
for you, so I could come back a brand new me you helped see me through
And don't even realize what you did, believe me you
I been through the ringer, but they could do little to the middle finger
I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
my world, haters can make like bees with no stingers
and drop dead, no more beef flingers
No more drama from now on, I promise
to focus solely on handlin my responsibilities as a father
So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof, like my daughters
and raise it, you couldn't lift a single shingle on it!
Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
or the corner pub, and lift the whole liquor counter up
Cause I'm raising the bar
I'd shoot for the moon but I'm too busy gazin at stars
I feel amazing and I'm not afraid..

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted in one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
Yo

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready to drop bombs,
but he keeps on forgetting what he wrote down,
the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's choking how, everybody's joking now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that
Easy, no
He won't have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so stagnant that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's
Back to the lab again, yo
This whole rhapsody
He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

The soul's escaping, through this hole that it's gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is boring, but superstardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's known as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose 'cause here goes the cold water
His hoes don't want him no more, he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it's old partner but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da

No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this motherfucking roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playing in the beginning, the mood all changed
I've been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhyming and stepped right into the next cypher
Best believe somebody's paying the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can't get by with my 9 to 5
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cause man, these goddam food stamps don't buy diapers
And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard, and it's getting even harder
Trying to feed and water my seed, plus
Teeter totter caught up between being a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama's screaming on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotony
Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail
I've got to formulate a plot or I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only motherfucking option, failure's not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go it's my shot.
Feet fail me not, this may be the only opportunity that I got....

Much Love,

Natu.-

Whαt's gσσd internet wσrℓd..

2011-08-14T22:56:00.000-07:00

So, today I was reading some tweets that people writes to some "celebrities" telling them to NOT write all of their thoughts, feelings, song lyrics or quotes in the net, cause you don't know who is gonna read it....
Well I think that all of the celebrities in the world we live, are just like us, they may not have a regular life, but they breathe, think, cry, work a lot, and have feelings just like everybody else.

And some people doesn't even realize all the responsabilities they have, trying to get better and to be others motivation. Trying to get higher as possible, because they want to overcome themselves.

I really don't care who's going to read my blog, but what I care of is, how I feel before and after writing on my notebook or blog. Because it helps me to free my mind and maybe help others.

A lot of people ask me, why do I write in English if my native language is Spanish ?
I write in English because I feel comfortable with it plus that most part of the world know this language.

My message for them (even if they don't know my existance) is to keep doing what you love, no matter what the others say.
.In a couple of days I'll be back in overseas, cause I gotta keep working, to make my dreams happen. Hardwork, thats wassup.

I guess I'll be posting some news in the next few days, before my brain explode !

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no dayѕ oғғ ! goттa do ιт, вecaυѕe нardworĸ payѕ oғғ !

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Thank you for reading, much love.

Natu.-

Look beyond yourself.

2011-08-12T20:18:00.000-07:00

In the field I’m in, there is a lot of that and it gets offered to me all the time. People even go as far as to just stick it in your pocket and walk off. Now, if it was a good thing, they wouldn’t do that. I mean, would somebody drop something beautiful in my pocket and just walk off? But I don’t want to have anything to do with any of that. I mean, as corny as it sounds, but this is how I really believe: Natural highs are the greatest highs in the world. Who wants to take something and just sit around for the rest of the day after you take it (drugs), and don’t know who you are, what you’re doing, where you are? Take in something that’s gonna inspire you to do greater things in the world.

Never give up

"We look high and low for God, but somehow He's not there. So we blame Him and tell ourselves that He must have forgotten us. Or else we decide that He left us long ago, if He was ever around."
"How strange," the little fish said, "to miss what is everywhere."
"Very strange," the old whale agreed. "Doesn't it remind you of fish who say they're thirsty?"

In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.

Sometimes the heart is so heavy that we turn away from it and forget that its throbbing is the wisest message of life, a wordless message that says, "Live, be, move, rejoice -- you are alive!" Without the heart's wise rhythm, we could not exist.

They told me a man should be faithful, and walk when not able, and fight till the end... well I'll try my best but I'm only Human.

I'm going to search for my star until I find it, cause she is just waiting to be discovered.

Before you judge me , try hard to love me..

Natu.-

This is me

2011-07-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

Today I write about myself, hope you guys like it.

I think my life is like a ladder, each step I'm going up is a lesson of life.
I'll never get tired of climbing, because I have to enjoy every moment, even ugly, It will serve to keep growing.
I have no limits, the story of my life will never have an end, because my dreams are endless.
I'm like a machine, a machine that never stops. I was born to climb and don't stop, not even in dreams rest, because I have no time to rest, I have only time to live and enjoy, other things will come alone.

For me, work is to feel alive and do what I love most in my life that is basketball.
If I'm sad, tired, happy or whatever, when I go into a basketball court is like stepping into my world, is where I belong. Every game is any situation that occurs in life: defend who I am and what belongs to me. Other players hit me, as life does. Everything is at stake, I only think about winning, because that's why I train all my life.

I'm never alone, cause we are a team. We share the same energy and all the strength to become one. I take rebounds as if they were gifts that fall from the sky and jump to every ball as if it's the last one.
Making decisions in a few seconds while my body comes to feel that level of adrenaline that neither words can explain.

The basketball is the blood that runs through my veins. Calms me, helps me to grow, become smarter and have more than 100% confidence in myself.
It helped me to open my mind and my heart. Thanks to this beautiful sport, I am who I am and I will continue to grow, because I have a lifetime ahead.

Money, cars, houses, evil .. everything goes and comes around, but the experience and memories are things that are recorded more than a tattoo. Things we can not see, but live within us and we fill the soul with strength to keep going until we reach our dreams, where everything is perfect and there are no limits. Anything is possible.

Thank you for reading. Much love,

Natu.-

Life is like walkin thru paradise wit stones in ur shoes.

2011-07-19T17:30:00.000-07:00

Here are some quotes for the hard times in life. Its for those dark times when your sad, depressed, and feel like your going through hell. Don't worry, it gets better. I know, i've been there..

When I hear somebody sigh, Life is hard, I am always tempted to ask, Compared to what? :

But sometimes life hit you so hard, that it feels like a knife.
I'll change a few things, for tomorrow will be, a brand new day for me to see, that my life is special and I'm supposed to share, because reliving the bad won't get me nowhere.
Life aint made to come around twice, Thats why I gotta get it right.
May your friends respect you, your troubles neglect you, your family protect you, and your negativity not affect you.
Life is steeped with ups and downs, and troubles not so fun... chin up high and shoulders back, cause we'll meet them one by one.

Hard work, NO pain. NO rest, keep sweating. Fall in the rain, stand up once again.

Whats good world ?

So... I don't know who I'm writing to, but If It's to myself then I'm cool with that.
This month has been pretty tough though... but i gotta keep working hard, gotta do it.
In a couple of days, I'll be back in Italy, so I'm enjoying my days as a full-time auntie,hahaha.
I really appreciate all the love that my family gives me everyday, unfortunately I don't have the opportunity to see them very often when I'm overseas, but that's the price that I gotta pay.
I love playing bball, it's my LIFE... Even if it requires lots of sacrifices, like I said before, gotta do it. I'm married to the game.
Good or bad, love wat u got, remember wat u had, always 4give but never 4get, learn from mistakes, but never regret.
So Imma keep my head up, focus on my goal and keep climbing. Because giving up ain't allowed and there is no turning back.

I trust in myself, I kno I can do it. Letss gett itt !!! #nopainnogain !

Much Love,

Natu.-

Im not a facebook status, u dont have 2 like me.

2011-07-15T20:47:00.000-07:00

Life is a movie, pick your own role. Climb your own ladder or you dig your own hole.

What you don't see with your eyes, don't witness with your mouth.

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment... dont
be afraid to give up the good for the great.

You gotta do whatever it takes, dream like you never seen obstacles,
try to make the right choices, forget what people be saying, coz they nothin but voices... and dont fall for words, fall for actions.

Dont make decisions when you are angry, dont make promises when you are happy.

Patience, obiedience, humbleness, tolerance, getting knocked down will help you measure life's balances, challenges, obstacles, road blocks, pit stops but dont stop untill it stops, tick-tok, the clock goes and the time goes by so fast and your chance might pass when your eyes is closed so believe because only God knows.

Everything thats pretty aint always good for me :

I'm getting tired of all these problem's nothing seems to work, nobody knew my pain I was just smiling when it hurt, I guess I have to cry since I didn't get it out this long, dealing with it everyday I thought that meant that I was strong, you may figure that its better like its easier to take but when all of that pressure builds up its makes you easier to break..

Why am I fighting 2 live if Im just living 2 fight ?

Why am I trying 2 see when there aint none in sight ?

Why am I trying 2 give when no one gives me a try ?

Why am I dying 2 live if Im jus living 2 die ... ?

Where must one go to find it? Time is real we cant rewind it. Out of everybody I met, who told the truth.... ? Time did.

A wise person told me, talk is cheap so I jus shut up and let my heart speak, plz excuse me if my thoughts deep but I can feel ur rhythm inside me like a heart beat...

So I cheated on my fears, broke up wit my doubts, got engaged to my faith n now Im marrying my dreams.. but what if I told you I could show u through the sky n if u took my hand n jus believe u could fly, would u stand there without ur feet leaving the ground, maybe the doubt inside ur heart is what’s been keeping u down.

Love cant b an open door 'cause often times these strangers knock, my heart has been a house of pain n every month I change the locks.

Watch who be in your circle because the company you keep can be the very one's that can bring you nothing but defeat, so I focus on my future leaving history behind, now I feel like I can make it I feel like victory is mine, all the hatred that felt, all of the agony and pain makes the sun so beautiful and seeing rain.

Prepare for the worst but still praying for the best.

Much love,

Natu.-

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HAPPINESS !!!

2011-07-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Whats goood every1 ? So, I'm really happy cuz my sis n mi lil nephew came 2 c me ! Its been a looong time without seeing em ! I'll post some pics 4 u guys :))

In the 1st one u can c my mom in the middle !

Luv u Mommy !

Please broo SMILEE... man smiling aint so hard !

Lauti, my lil nepheww :)) Our 1st night out, we had some junk food ! (not good) lolol

Hope u liked it !! In the next few days i'll b posting some more !! :)) Cuz, I'm filling my soul with lots of fam love ! U should b doin da same ;)

Take care worlddd, have fun and laugh as long as possible :) THE WORLD NEEDS IT !!!

Thought of the day: Healthy respect for my past, but with an earnest hunger for the future.

Much love,

Natu.-

Little thought

2011-06-14T21:48:00.000-07:00

Whats good everybody ?
Right now is kinda late, and I felt inspired... so here I am sitting on my bed without knowing what to write ! Yea I know... it sounds hilarious. Great !!
Did you ever feel like if you were stuck in the moment? Without knowing which decisions should we take, if are right or not?

Or even maybe why do we always care about things with no importance whatsoever?
My dad told me once, "hard work would take you very far, but remember that ain't easy".

He also told me "in life, you will meet many people, but there will be just a few in who you can really trust".

Of course he was right. But he forgot about the last sentence, cause I didn't realize that he would be one of them, unfortunately one of no trust.
You see, til today I don't trust in no one. Many people, that really care about me, told me that I need to give a chance to others, because I'm so used to have my mind and heart closed that still difficult open it.

So, if you have or had the same problems... try to open your heart to other people. Because there still good people out there, who deserves an opportunity.

About making the right decisions... well, in life we need to think FIRST in ourselves, then in the people around us.
Because I know A LOT OF people that all their lifes are worrying about others interests, health or even jobs. And the only result is STRESS ! and it ain't about them either !.
So PLEASE live your life, do whatever you have to do. Smile, love, cry, sleep, jump... anything that makes you feel alive !! Even if you are sad it's ok, because we all need to express and pull out things that hurt inside.
It's lovely to hear I love you, but it's also lovely to say it.

Thank you for taking your time to read this little thought. I hope it has helped someone or if it hasn't , thanks again of reading it.
Like I said before, sometimes we need to express ourselves in different ways.

Natu.-

Something I just can't do...

2011-03-21T17:33:00.000-07:00

Well It's been a while since the last time I wrote...
This time I'm going to write about ME as a person... A friend gave me this homework the other day, and I found it like the most difficult thing to do.

Sometimes WE don't think before acting... we just say it or do it. In this world you can find infinitive personalities... which may like you or not.

Me, for example: I have a strong personality (even if it doesn't seem it), usually most people can't stablish a normal conversation with me.

I'm different, because I've been through A LOT of things, good or bad, that helped me to grow up, as a woman, as a human being.
I have millions of defects. I'M PERFECTLY IMPERFECT.
I'm perfectionist, in everything. That's my BIGGEST defect. I consider myself one of the most difficult person to be understood that I ever met.

I do not judge or criticize people, I only study them : I read people's eyes and see love, hate, worries... Analyze their thoughts and reactions, to the point that I can present how they feel or what they are going to say.

My next goal is: to transform my expectations into desires... because I expect too much from the others and my demands are very high. So if I transform them in desires, probably I'm not going to feel disappointed about me or others.

The funny part is that I don't expect nothing but, their love... I don't need nothing more than that. I may be acting like everything is just fine..but i'm truly dying inside.

The easy and most basic thing, is what I don't have... being loved with all the heart, the soul and the body...

It’s something I just can't do, something I just can't longer do. Keep pretending that i’m okay without it.

What if I couldn't be strong enough ?

Natu.-

Outwardly, I am everything a well brought up girl should be. Inside, I am screaming.

Mi hermoso Rey

2011-01-10T13:04:00.000-08:00

READY, SET... GOOOO !!!!

2011-01-06T16:23:00.000-08:00

Y despues de un hermoso dia como el de hoy... estoy tranquila y con muchas ganas de empezar...

2011 Determinacion y dedicacion : EXPECTATIVAS NUEVAS.

Hard work and have fun... JUST DO IT, tomorrow may be too late ...

I'm just following my dreams

Natasha G. David

2010 - Otro año que desaparece...

2010-12-28T16:31:00.000-08:00

Hola mundo lindo, como andan ?

Como veran ya falta muy poco para que demos por terminado otro año mas.

Espero que hayan tenido un muy buen año, que hayan podido aprender, ser felices y sobretodo tener salud.

Un 2010 bastante dificil, con muchos obstaculos, caidas, tristezas... Pero siempre hay cosas que rescatar

.A esta temprana altura de mi vida, digamos que gracias a dios me siento mentalemente preparada para enfrentar cualquier situacion.

Mi camino en la vida podria decir que es... la verdad.. no tengo idea, jaja. Siempre lo veo como el camino del paraiso... por eso trato de vivir mas y no preocuparme tanto... pero conociendome, es algo casi imposible !

Un angel me conto que el habito de persistir es un seguro contra el fracaso... y cuanta razon tiene este angel... el problema es aprender el habito.

El habito de persistir, es ser disciplinado, es trabajar duro y nunca, pero nunca bajar los brazos. Todo nace de la mente, hay que aprender a entrenar la mente.

Mas alla de eso, aspiro los buenos recuerdos y todo lo que he aprendido en el pasado ciclo lectivo 2010.

Mucha gente nueva y lugares nuevos :)

La vida no es el encontrarse a si mismo... sino en el crearse a si mismo.

Agradezco no solo a Dios, sino tambien a mi familia.. que siempre me mandan fuerzas y me animan a seguir adelante. Son la razon mas importante por la cual hoy en dia soy quien soy y estoy donde estoy.

Los extraño siempre, son mi unico tesoro...

Tratare siempre de levantarme con la cabeza en alto...

Un nuevo viaje me esta esperando y estoy preparada para poder disfrutarlo al maximo y no dejar nada. Voy a ser fuerte en cualquier situacion, por mas dificil que sea. Aunque me duela el cuerpo al levantarme, aunque el aire sea cada vez mas pesado o todos los dias esten nublados, siempre hay fuerzas... solo hay que saber aprovecharlas.

Ahora es mi turno, estoy lista para equivocarme y seguir aprendiendo, estoy lista para recibir golpes hasta llegar a esquivarlos, estoy lista para sonreir aunque el sabor sea amargo, estoy lista... para conquistar el mundo.

Sera un nuevo año, un nuevo desafio... estoy mas lista que nunca.

Chau 2010 !! Feliz Año nuevo a todo el mundo !!!

El 2011 me esta esperando... ALLA VOY !!

Natu.-

2010-12-22T17:54:00.000-08:00

Climbing a very high hill...

2010-11-15T16:31:00.000-08:00

Hey world, how's everything going over there?

I'm just like the title says... Right now I'm climbing a very...but very high hill, and I really don't want to see down...

I just can't give up. Sometimes we must go on because if we quit later we're gonna be regreting or wondering: why in the hell did I stopped?.

Everytime we say "Life is hard" but life is hard compared to what?. Life is gonna be hard if we let it... if we do nothing, hoping for some miracles to happen..

C'mon people, life is what is going on while we're making plans... I'm not saying that it's all work, of course you have to enjoy the ride, be happy, smile all the time you can.

Life is a gift. And we're blessed, we should be thanked for everyday on earth.

I'm always the way I'm... I'm not the kind of person who wants to be shown or recognized. I'm just a simple and regular girl who wants to chase her dreams, give and recieve love and be happy.

So please, don't judge me if you don't know me and don't lie to me if you care about me or even if you love me.

I know there's still good people in the world, but is so hard to find them. Even if for me trust is one of the most important things, as I had the worst experiences, right now it's so difficult for me to trust in somebody. But like someone said: "we learn from bad experiences" well in that case I'm learning like nobody has learned it before.

I won't get time to grow old, I'll just simply keep on growing!

I think I'm already on the good way to persuit my dreams. And for that I need to have my eyes on the stars and my feet on the ground.

Thank you for taking the time to read some of my thoughts that maybe for some are weird or I don't know, differents... but I appreciate that you take a looked at them.

This is who I am and who I'll always be.

Natu.-

Where am I going?

2010-10-10T20:22:00.000-07:00

Honestamente, muchas veces me pregunto... a donde voy?. Si si, seguro que suena algo cursi, pero el tiempo en espera, es lo que mas me ha ayudado... el tener paciencia, es una de las ultimas lecciones que aprendi. Y como aprendi !. Claro que si estaria esperando en la reposera de la foto numero 1, esperaria sentada con mucho gusto !!.

Pero ese no es el punto... el punto es, valdra la pena todo este tiempo?. Mi temperamento no me ayuda mucho, porque me considero como una persona muy hiperactiva, lo cual significa que cuando no estoy en movimiento o en competencia, mi humor cambia de la mañana a la noche. Si... que pesadilla !! What a nightmare !! jaja.

Mi proposito de este nuevo posteo, es terminar una de las etapas que mas me ayudo a crecer en mi vida y no comenzar, sino re-prender el camino que recorri hasta ahora con una mentalidad diferente, mas abierta y mucho mas madura. Que loco, la semana pasada empece mi nuevo año... numero 19 y con mas ganas que nunca de seguir todas las experiencias que se me cruzen por delante, sean buenas o malas las recibire con los brazos abiertos y sobre todo con la mente fresca y atenta.

Seguir adelante, sin mirar atras... es mi meta, para empezar con el pie derecho. Metas mas grandes llegaran cuando vaya superando las anteriores. Y sobretodo disfrutar, porque no solo es esfuerzo y dedicacion, sino que tambien es diversion. Habran dias lindos, malos, tristes, nublados, pesados... pero son todos dias, que quedan grabados y forman parte de la vida, y para ser sincera... no seria aburrido que todos los dias fueran perfectos?.

Para los que creen en Dios o no, de acuerdo a su religion o sus creencias, nadie va a tomar las riendas de nuestras vidas por nosotros... o controlar nuestras mentes o mas profundos deseos.

Por que conformarse con soñar, si las oportunidades estan del otro lado de la calle?. Hay que animarse a cruzar... y esquivar lo que se cruce en nuestro camino, pero para el proximo obstaculo, ya estaremos preparados.

La vida, lamentablemente, es una sola... es hoy. Que es lo que mas queremos? Quedarnos con la fantasia y con el haber podido? O con la maravillosa libertad de expresion, de sentimientos y de satisfaccion que podemos alcanzar... Solo si queremos, y luchamos por ello.

Que importa si soy alta, negra, gorda, flaca, mestiza... Se quien soy y se lo que quiero hoy, trabajo para llegar a ser una mejor version de mi, en el futuro. Tal vez no sea multimillonaria, modelo o una actriz super bonita, pero no necesito alas para poder volar, porque creo en mi y tengo fe. Y es todo lo que necesito (mas mi familia).

Solo estoy empezando...

Gracias por haberte tomado la molestia de leer este pequeño texto, pero a la vez significa mucho para mi.

Con amor,

Natu.-

La familia y el hogar no se compra con nada

2010-09-20T13:39:00.000-07:00

Para mi familia que siempre me acompaña y esta en todas.

Lo unico que puedo decirles es gracias, y mas gracias... son las unicas personas que saben por todo lo que he pasado y sea bueno o malo siempre me alentaron a seguir y nunca bajar los brazos.

Me encanta llegar de viaje y sentire el olorsito a casa... acojedor y con mucho cariño.

Les quise escribir porque siempre que estoy sola o de viaje pienso en ustedes y como no soy muy demostrativa, como siempre.. queria escribirles aunque sea un renglon.

Mi familia en mi caso, seria como mi guardaespaldas.. pero no fisicamente sino mentalmente. Siempre me alientan y me dan el empujon que necesito para ser la natu que soy todos los dias. Aunque seamos 5...4 y 3 a veces... siempre encontramos algo de que reirnos o charlardurante horas y horas...

Por mas problemas que tengamos, son mi familia... somos una familia chica y bastante complicada, pero nunca me arrepiento de lo maravillosos que son cada uno.

Ellos son mi tesoro, mi raiz, mi molde... me conocen y me aceptan tal cual soy con mis locuras y defectos.. y eso es algo importante !! no todos lo aceptan...

La persona que soy, la manera de como veo al mundo y como reacciono a las acciones en gran parte es gracias a ellos.

SI ! Tengo una familia que me ama y me acompaña y gracias a dios tengo salud. Que mas se puede pedir para ser feliz?

El dinero comprara muchas cosas y nos ayudara a tratar de ser felices pero por un corto periodo.

La familia llena espacios que ni el dinero puede comprar o igualar.

Nadia, Braian, Inger y Jose: GRACIAS

Los amo con todo mi corazon, hoy y siempre...

Natiu.-

yesterday, today and tomorrow... being myself

2010-08-30T20:02:00.000-07:00

Como no rendirse...

2010-08-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

La vida no se trata de vivir con presiones y compromisos... Solo se trata de ser, ser uno mismo, sin importar lo que las voces digan.
Un dia me levanto y digo - Hoy es el dia, hoy voy a tratar de mejorar mis errores, desde hoy en mas, voy a ser diferente... y saben que? nunca lo hacemos, y asi siguen pasando los dias y siempre decimos...mañana. Y posponemos nuestros planes y sueños, pero en realidad lo que estamos posponiendo es la accion de vivir, disfrutar y ser feliz.
Muchas veces no nos damos cuenta de lo afortunados que somos y cuando nos lo recuerdan empezamos con reacciones como: - Uh, otra vez... si ya se... por que te tenes que poner siempre tan cursi?, siempre me decis lo mismo.
El problema ? Nos entra por un oido y nos sale por el otro. A que quiero llegar con esto?

La vida es un regalo y nuestro cuerpo es el medio donde se ospeda nuestra alma y nuestro espiritu.. digamos que son el transporte del alma. Fuimos creados para vivir o convivir entre nosotros y asi creamos al ser con inteligencia y razon, capaz de sentir, pensar, actuar, equivocarse, tropezarse y levantarse. Desde mi punto de vista, cometimos el error de transformar nuestras vidas en sistemas y laberintos donde nuestro cuerpo interviene como una maquina y formamos parte de una vida artificial, virtual, creada por... nosotros mismos.
Seguro que estaran pensando, y a esta chica que le pasa? pero en realidad a lo que quiero llegar es... ¿Somos felices?
Vivimos en una burbuja, establecida por el hombre en donde para ser aceptados tenemos que tener un determinado nivel de dinero,inteligenica,disciplina,cultura,etc...
Pero ¿por que?
When people do not respect us we are sharply offended; yet in his private heart no man much respects himself. Cuando la gente no nos respeta, reaccionamos bruscamente y nos ofendemos; sin embargo en lo mas profundo del corazon ningun hombre se respeta a si mismo lo suficiente. Mi perspectiva de la vida siempre fue muy diferente a la de los demas, inclusive a las de mis papas. De chicos nos insentivan a ser buenas personas, estudiar, ir a la universidad y conseguir un buen trabajo... pero realmente.. vale la pena ? Lamentablemante hoy en dia si... porque estamos tan mecanizados y adaptados que ya forma parte de la famosa rutina. Mi conclusion no es armar una revolucion o ponerme en contra del sistema, para nada... Solo me gusta comentar algunos hilos de ideas que tengo en la mente que de vez en cuando se convierten en nudos... y esta es mi mejor manera de expresarlos.

Por que no levantarnos y hacer lo que sentimos ? (porque nos vamos a chocar con la pared de la realidad)
Por que no decir lo que pienso ? (porque las palabras se las lleva el viento en un aula sin audiencia)
Por que no hacer un gran cambio en nuestra vida ? (porque cuando conocemos el fracaso nos arrepentimos y deseeamos no haberlo intentado)

Y por que no seguir nuestros mas preciosos sueños ? (porque dormimos demasiado y esperamos a que alguien lo haga por nosotros).

Hoy decido probar otros sabores que la vida me ofrece, vivo mi vida con los brazos abiertos y sobre todo soy feliz. El fracaso y los obstaculos son parte de el camino, solo hay que ser inteligente, fuerte y seguir adelante. Siempre aprendemos de los errores, y si... es fantastico decir sueño cumplido !!... pero lo mas importante es el camino que recorriste para llegar a tu destino, disfrutalo. Y vivir el dia a dia ! Mañana puede que sea demasiado tarde...

Why life is so awesome ?

2010-08-04T20:08:00.000-07:00

Heeey Woorld!! So... whats up?

Today my question (with, of course I know the answer) is... why life is so awesome?
First I have to remark that all the answers that ill be writing after, are about of what I think and feel... Ok, ok.. and maybe a lil bit of some pages that i've been reading and searching before... hehe.

So...lets go back to the question!
Why LIFE is so AWESOME ?
Life relates to existence and consciousness,its an internal strenght, realized by the human who posseses it
La vida e describe como: Fuerza interna sustancial mediante la que obra el ser que la posee.

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.
Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever.
There is nothing we cannot live down, rise above, and overcome.

The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it
so,have the courage to follow your heart and intuition, and dont forget that sometimes we need to find some reasons to support our intuition.

Sometimes is good to stop, think and see the next move, even if the last move wasnt perfect... we arent perfect, we are never gonna be perfect, but being patient closer us to perfection.

We only need to have faith in ourselves, have strenght, and believe. Hard work becomes impossible things to possible.

But as I always say enjoy, love and smile. So BE BRAVE AND LIVE !!!! The hole world is waiting, your life is waiting to be lived...

See u guys later, hope u liked it !

Peace out,

Natu.-

Natu : Me, Myself & I

2010-07-18T20:08:00.000-07:00

Amazing is sacrificing everything but BELIEF

2010-05-14T13:52:00.000-07:00

My eyes reflects what my soul says.

My only truth is very deep inside of me... nobody really knows it, sometimes even i doubt about myself, but you know what..
Every morning when i wake up i see the blue sky, and i can see freedom... The wind in my face makes me feel as if i have winds, and i can fly, i really do.. Thats the moment when i go to an other world, and its amazing.
Thats my world, where you dont need to be worried about anything, its a place where you are free, you just... live.
When im tired, sad, or something is wrong i go to this world, cause makes me forget about all the crazyness, the unhappy life.. We live as machines, nobody cares about the other, always the same routine, always worried about the money, the success in our job, but because of the system, the society is like a big chaos.

I accept living the way i do, but if i can make it better, ill do it... Because i know that there are so much things out there which deserve to be lived.

Thats my biggest secret, well, it was... everybody needs love, happiness, faith... but, believe that everything is possible, everything... even if we dont have enough money or time, we can make our dreams come true, its in us.. we only need to be the change we wish or want to see.

So im telling you, smile, love, jump, dance, scream...but live, never forget it.

Peace out.

Natu.-

All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us

2010-02-13T15:29:00.004-08:00

Who knows where the finished line is...

The heart and soul of every performer is fueled by the desire to take the emotion out of the crowd and replace it with the fury of the best performance of their lives.

The secret of my happiness is to not strive for pleasure, but to find pleasure in the effort.
Quality is never an accident it is always the result of intelligent effort.
Any effort is light with the habit.

In order to succeed, we must first believe that we can. Nobody ever drowned in his own sweat.

Im not asking for help, Im just getting started

I can not stop working. I have all eternity to rest.

Nobody said it was easy

2009-07-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

So, I'm gonna stand up, I'm gonna show ME, that I can do it, I MUST BE HAPPY, I'm gonna do it, cause I believe in myself, I know I can, i'm prepared for this, so i'm going to work hard, even if i can't go on, i'm not gonna give up, never, cause i'm a champion... idon't care what people say...

To have a better world, to have a better society... To love and being loved.. everybody needs to be happy, cause we are the world, we want a brighter day, SO LET'S STAR GIVING

I only need to believe in me, be happy and never give up..

SO THIS IS THE DAY, THIS IS IT, I MEAN THIS IS REALLY IT, I'M CHANGING.. I'M GOING TO BE THE PERSON THAT I NEED TO BE, A NATASHA WHO ENJOYS EVERY MOMENT, SHE'S HAPPY ALL THE TIME, SHE PRACTISE ALL DAY LONG, CAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE SOMEONE, CAUSE THATS THE SOLUTION...

And I'll be strong even if it all goes wrong...I'm Gonna Make A Change,For Once In My Life ,It's Gonna Feel Real Good, Gonna Make A Difference, Gonna Make It Right....
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place take A Look At Yourself

and thats how this story begins...

2009-07-15T19:57:00.000-07:00

It's a long road, nobody knows where is gonna finished... neither me, we can't live thinking that life is always pink, but we have to live with dreams, with our dreams... It's my chance to do what my heart wants to, this is the first time that I have to choose, from being happy and spent time with people you love to be unhappy and have your money, which option should I choose?, thats hard dude...

I don't know men, cause I think maybe I've got to go and get all the hits,grow up, get my money and play basketball, but at the same time I think: "you're young, you did your job, you get what you needed, why don't you spent your time with your family, who really needs you and your friends who support you..."

I'm confused now, I really feel as if I can't do this, maybe somebody better than me deserved it... You know,like why I'm thinking all this?, you stupid... a thousand of kids will kill for this oportunity, and I'm here thinking to go or not... damn

2009-07-12T21:57:00.000-07:00

This is it

2009-06-30T20:37:00.000-07:00

Did you ever feel like you can't go on?.. That's exactly how I'm feeling

You know I feel as if I'm trying to go on, to not suffocate myself.. but I can't, this is so difficult

I mean, is so hard cause If you don't do it nobody is going to do it for you... You have to have the strength and keep moving foward

You know the world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it, nobody is gonna hit as hard as life...But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done... You have to think just like a champion thinks. The top is too far away, only with failures, pain, dedication, discipline, you can get it.. but the most important thing is the road, enjoy it and be happy with people you love...

"It ain't over till it's over. "

"This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...let it be something good."

You can't stop me from doing mine, less now...I'm not joking, I'm not wasting my time, I'm not superficial

I'm not asking for help, I'm just getting started, cause I'm prepared, THIS IS IT.. this is my start, who knows where the finished line is...

See ya at the paradise...

THIS IS IT

2009-04-25T14:37:00.000-07:00

Te invito a leer esto y quizás desees compartirlo.Lo primero que quiero decirte es que un mal momento nada tiene que ver con tu valor como persona.Sin importar lo que sea que te atormenta, no olvides que a personas a quienes consideras muy valiosas también les ocurren cosas difíciles.De hecho nadie está libre de sufrir.Segundo: Todo llega a su final. ¡Incluso el dolor tiene un final o al menos un descanso! Cuando haya pasado este tiempo de dolor o angustia, vas a experimentar de nuevo paz en tu alma.Tercero: El Universo te está enseñando algo. ¿Qué necesitas aprender?Aprovecha esta etapa de dolor al máximo. Es muy probable que se convierta en una fuente inmensa de inspiración y fortaleza para más adelante en tu vida.Cuarto: No estás siendo castigado. En el Universo no hay castigos. Hay resultados. Sí, es probable que otros hayan influido para que tu vida este así ahora. Pero es fundamental que te preguntes:¿Qué reconozco que he hecho para llegar aquí? ¡Lo más importante es qué puedes hacer para cambiar o mejorar las circunstancias!Piensa ahora mismo:¿Qué no has intentado? (así parezca tonto)¿Qué se te ocurre que puedes hacer esta vez?¿Es algo que nace de tu deseo de mejorar las cosas?¿Va a causar dolor tu intento?No temas al dolor. Al fin y al cabo ahora es tu compañía mas frecuente.Piensa qué es lo que puedes hacer que al fin y al cabo pudiera realmente ayudar a todos los involucrados.¿Te da verdadera paz pensar en esa alternativa? ¿Crees que te va a dar paz interior en el futuro?Quinto: Toma papel y lápiz. Haz una lista de lo que te ha sido quitado o negado. Léela. Siéntela. Si tienes tristeza y deseas llorar, hazlo.Si tienes mucho enojo, agarra dos almohadas y ponlas una sobre la otra en el suelo. Golpéalas sin misericordia, pero sin causarte daño, ni a ti mismo ni a nadie. ¡Expresa lo que sientes! No te culpes ni culpes a otros. No es cuestión de culpa. Es cuestión de responsabilidades.Luego, cuando te desahogues, en lo posible toma una ducha fría . Vuelve al lápiz y al papel. En otra hoja de papel, escribe lo que consideras que te queda en la vida. No escatimes. Anota tus amistades, el gato, tus zapatos favoritos, tu salud, tus sueños, las estrellas en la noche, la lluvia y el sol. Tus seres queridos. Sus palabras y su silencio.Ante todo: ¡te tienes a ti mismo! Quizás eres lo único que te queda. Haz un pacto de amistad con el único Ser que te conoce realmente a fondo. Tú mismo. Apóyate como apoyarías a quien amas mucho. ¿Sabes? No estás nunca solo.Siempre te has tenido a ti mismo. Los demás son la hermosa oportunidad que nos da la vida de aprender a amar, tolerar, aceptar, acoger, abrazar, acompañar, sentir, compartir, descubrir.Escribe ahora algunos de tus sueños, anhelos.¿Cuál crees que vale aún la pena?Comienza a hacer un plan para lograrlo.Pronto te van a recordar como revisar y crear tu plan. Te va a servir en momentos difíciles y en momentos agradables.Quisiera que pienses que no estás solo... Nunca estás solo. Te tienes a ti mismo, tienes la vida....NUNCA OLVIDES Olvida los días nublados, pero no olvides tus horas de sol ni tus noches estrelladas.Olvida los momentos en que fuiste derrotado, pero no olvides las batallas que has ganado.Olvida los errores que no puedes cambiar, pero no olvides las lecciones que has aprendido ni lo tanto que enseñas.Olvida los días en que has estado solo y triste, pero no olvides las sonrisas que has encontrado y las tantas que encontrarás.Olvida los planes que fallaron pero NUNCA olvides que debes tener siempre un sueño...

Seguir adelante…
Tal vez todo lo que hoy nos preocupa y nos parece difícil e incierto con el tiempo se minimiza y nos damos cuenta que nos ayudó a crecer y a ser mejores cada día…
Momentos de prosperidad…otros de incertidumbre y preocupación…
De pronto cuando creemos tener todo en la vida alguien o algo derrumba nuestro castillo, nuestro imperio… y allí estamos nosotros…
A veces llenos de miedo, otras a la espera de que todo sea una pesadilla y tarde o temprano despertemos…
Pero nunca debemos perder la esperanza…
De pronto al mirar alrededor siempre tenemos algo que nos dice que podemos resurgir…
De todo debemos aprender… Aún cuando nos encontremos mirando con temor nuestro futuro, llenemos nuestro corazón y nuestra vida con un fuerte deseo de seguir…
Que nada ni nadie nos desaliente…
Somos nosotros los únicos que podemos elegir: Bajar los brazos ó seguir peleando.
La vida no es fácil a veces…
Pasamos por pruebas difíciles, pero siempre debe existir en cada uno de nosotros la fuerza necesaria que nos permita levantarnos y seguir caminando…

Hey yo, champ. Aren't you a little scared?
You know, I think you try harder when you're scared... That's when it's worked best for me :
The fear it`s an internal fire. I must put out that fire to defeat to my internal and external
oponent.
Rocky Balboa: I appreciate that, but maybe you're looking out for your interests just a little bit more. I mean you shouldn't be asking people to come down here and pay the freight on something they paid, it still ain't good enough, I mean you think that's right? I mean maybe you're doing your job but why you gotta stop me from doing mine? Cause if you're willing to go through all the battling you got to go through to get where you want to get, who's got the right to stop you? I mean maybe some of you guys got something you never finished, something you really want to do, something you never said to someone, something... and you're told no, even after you paid your dues? Who's got the right to tell you that, who? Nobody! It's your right to listen to your gut, it ain't nobody's right to say no after you earned the right to be where you want to be and do what you want to do!... You know, the older I get the more things I gotta leave behind, that's life. The only thing I'm asking you guys to leave on the table... is what's right.

And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilige. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. YOU LET PEOPLE STICK A FINGER IN YOUR FACE AND TELL YOU, YOU ARE NO GOOD..
· And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow.
· Let me tell you something you already know.
· “The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens”

"Champions aren't made in the gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them -- a desire, a dream, a vision. "

"For me, winning isn't something that happens suddenly on the field when the whistle blows and the crowds roar. Winning is something that builds physically and mentally every day that you train and every night that you dream."
"It ain't over till it's over. "
“Success doesn't come to you... you go to it. "
"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm."

"Opportunity dances with those who are already on the dance floor."

You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.

I'M GOING TO USE IT FOR GOOD, JUST WATCH ME...

Hello beautiful woman

2009-02-22T18:31:00.000-08:00

En una mujer me convertire, porque es lo que me falta para madurar y seguir creando mi camino, mi historia... siempre digo hoy, hoy , bueno mañana, y pospongo las cosas.. pero ese dia finalmente llego, el dia en que voy a empezar a dar siempre lo mejor de mi, tratando de no desalentarme nunca, porque siempre hay algo porque luchar, hay que crecer, de ahora en mas no voy a parar hasta conseguir lo que mas anhelo en toda mi vida, queiro llegar a hacer mis sueños realidad, sin olvidarme de quien soy y de cuanto me cuestan las cosas, voy a aprender a valorar lo que tengo y a no desperdiciar mi tiempo, estoy aca para aprender.. porque se que no hay nada ni nadie que me va a pegar mas fuerte que la vida, pero yo estoy dispuesta a recibir todos los golpes necesarios para seguir adelante, conseguir mis logros y ser feliz.. estoy dispuesta a caerme, pararme y seguirme moviendo para esquivar los golpes y seguir mi camino..

Porque tengo ganas, tengo confianza en mi y porque creeo que siempre puedo lograr mis objetivos.

Asique a partir de hoy oficialmente puedo decir que se termina una parte de mi vida, no que se termina pero que doy vuelta la pagina, a una parte mas seria, mas segura, mas ideal para mi, que me lleve a la busqueda de la felicidad y a la madurez de mi persona, porque estoy lista, para ser una mujer con reponsabilidades grandes e importantes, porque se lo que quiero y porque tengo ganas de disfrutar la vida al maximo, conociendo gente, como lo hice hasta ahora personas increibles que siempre me demuestran su amor, agradezco a todos los que estan conmigo.

Natasha Giselle David, es mi nombre y hoy empieza mi segunda etapa en la vida, me despido de la niñez y de la adolesencia, abro las puertas hacia mi futuro.

No voy a parar, hasta alcanzar mi maximo... me despido, quien sabe hasta cuando... con mis sueños, metas y objetivos por alcanzar.

Estoy lista

Good bye little girl

2009-02-22T18:30:00.000-08:00

2008-12-17T14:43:00.000-08:00

"Keep The Faith"
If You Call Out LoudWill It Get InsideThrough The Heart Of Your SurrenderTo Your AlibisAnd You Can Say The WordsLike You UnderstandBut The Power's In BelievingSo Give YourselfA Chance * 'Cause You CanClimb The Highest MountainSwim The Deepest Sea, HeeAll YouNeed Is The Will To Wart ItAnd Uhh, Little Self-EsteemSo Keep The FaithDon't Let Nobody Turn You 'Round You Gotta Know When It's Good To GoTo Get Your DreamsUp Off The GroundKeep The Faith, Baby, YeaBecause It's JustA Matter Of TimeBefore Your Confidence Will Win OutBelieve In YourselfNo Matter What It's Gon' TakeYou Can Be A WinnerBut You GotTo Keep The Faith...Gon' Keep It BrotherYou Got It * And When You Think Of TrustDoes It Lead You HomeTo A Place That You Only Dream OfWhen You're All Alone And You Can Go By Feel 'Stead Of CircumstanceBut The Power's In Beliving So Give Yourself A ChanceI Know That You Can Sail Across The WaterFloat Across The Sky, HighAny Road That You TakeWill Get You ThereIf You Only TrySo Keep The Faith, Ow Don't Let Nobody Take You Down,Brother Just Keep Your Eyes On The Prize And Your FeetFlat On The GroundKeep The Faith, Baby, Yea Because It's Just A Matter Of TimeBefore Your Confidence Will Win Out *I Told My Brother How To Do The Thing RightLift Up Your Head And Show The World You Got PrideGo For What You WantDon't Let 'Em Get In Your WayYou Can Be A WinnerBut You Got To Keep The FaithGon' Keep It BrotherYou Got ItI Know That Keepin' The FaithMeans Never Givin' Up On LoveBut The Power That Love Has To Make It RightMakes It Makes It RightKeep The Faith Don't Let Nobody Turn You 'Round BrotherYou Got To KnowWhen It's Good To GoTo Get Your Dreams Up Off The Ground Keep The Faith Baby, YeaBecause It's Just A Matter Of TimeBefore Your Confidence Will Win OutBetter Stand Up And Act Like You Wanna Do RightDon't Play The Fool For The Rest Of Your LifeWork On It Brother And You'll Make ItSomeday Go For What You WantAnd Don't Forget The Faith Look At Yourself And What You Doin' Right Now Stand Back A Minute Just To Check Yourself Out Straighten Out Your LifeAnd How You're Livin' Each DayGet Yourself Together'Cause You Got To Keep The FaithUh, Uh, UhDon't Let Nobody Take You Down, BrotherJust Keep Your Eyes On The PrizeAnd Your Feet Flat On The GroundKeep The Faith, Baby, Yea Because It's Just A Matter Of TimeBefore Your Confidence Will Win Out Lift Up Your MindBefore Your Mind Gets BlownSome Things In LifeYou Best Just Leave Them AloneGo For What You WantDon't Let It Get In Your WayYou Can Make It HappenBut Ya Got Ta Keep The FaithGon' Keep It BrotherYou Got To Keep The FaithYeah Keep The FaithGon' Keep It SisterYou Got To Keep The FaithNow, NowI'll Show My BrothaHow To Do The Thing RightLift Up Your Head And Show The World You Got Pride Go For What You Want Don't Let 'Em Get In Your WayYou Can Be A WinnerIf You Keep The FaithStraighten Out YourselfAnd Get Your Mind On TrackDust Off Your ButtAnd Get Your Self-Respect BackYou've Known Me Long EnoughTo Know That I Don't PlayTake It Like You Want It But You Got To Keep The Faith Gon'Don't Let Nobody Take You DownJust Keep Your Eyes On The PrizeAnd Get Your Feet Back On The GroundKeep The Faith, Baby, Yea Because It's Lust A Matter Of TimeBefore Your Confidence Will Win OutBut Till That Day I Said You've Got To Keep The Faith!

I'm Gonna Make A Change,For Once In My LifeIt's Gonna Feel Real Good,Gonna Make A DifferenceGonna Make It Right . . .As I, Turn Up The Collar On MyFavourite Winter CoatThis Wind Is Blowin' My MindI See The Kids In The Street,With Not Enough To EatWho Am I, To Be Blind?Pretending Not To SeeTheir NeedsA Summer's Disregard,A Broken Bottle TopAnd A One Man's SoulThey Follow Each Other OnThe Wind Ya' Know'Cause They Got NowhereTo GoThat's Why I Want You ToKnowI'm Starting With The Man InThe MirrorI'm Asking Him To ChangeHis WaysAnd No Message Could HaveBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)Take A Look At Yourself, AndThen Make A Change(Take A Look At Yourself, AndThen Make A Change)(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,Na Nah)I've Been A Victim Of A SelfishKind Of LoveIt's Time That I RealizeThat There Are Some With NoHome, Not A Nickel To LoanCould It Be Really Me,Pretending That They're NotAlone?A Willow Deeply Scarred,Somebody's Broken HeartAnd A Washed-Out Dream(Washed-Out Dream)They Follow The Pattern OfThe Wind, Ya' SeeCause They Got No PlaceTo BeThat's Why I'm Starting WithMe(Starting With Me!)I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror(Ooh!)I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways(Ooh!)And No Message Could HaveBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change)I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror(Ooh!)I'm Asking Him To Change HisWays(Change His Ways-Ooh!)And No Message Could'veBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make That . . .(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make That . . .)Change!I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror,(Man In The Mirror-OhYeah!)I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways(Better Change!)No Message Could HaveBeen Any Clearer(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make The Change)(You Gotta Get It Right, WhileYou Got The Time)('Cause When You Close YourHeart)You Can't Close Your . . .YourMind!(Then You Close Your . . .Mind!)That Man, That Man, ThatMan, That ManWith That Man In The Mirror(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)That Man, That Man, That ManI'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways(Better Change!)You Know . . .That ManNo Message Could HaveBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change)Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,Na Nah(Oh Yeah!)Gonna Feel Real Good Now!Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!Yeah Yeah!Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,Na Nah(Ooooh . . .)Oh No, No No . . .I'm Gonna Make A ChangeIt's Gonna Feel Real Good!Come On!(Change . . .)Just Lift YourselfYou KnowYou've Got To Stop It.Yourself!(Yeah!-Make That Change!)I've Got To Make That Change,Today!Hoo!(Man In The Mirror)You Got ToYou Got To Not Let Yourself . . .Brother . . .Hoo!(Yeah!-Make That Change!)You Know-I've Got To GetThat Man, That Man . . .(Man In The Mirror)You've Got ToYou've Got To Move! ComeOn! Come On!You Got To . . .Stand Up! Stand Up!Stand Up!(Yeah-Make That Change)Stand Up And LiftYourself, Now!(Man In The Mirror)Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!Aaow!(Yeah-Make That Change)Gonna Make That Change . . .Come On!(Man In The Mirror)You Know It!You Know It!You Know It!You Know . . .(Change . . .)

Make That Change.

All I wanna say is that they really don't care about us, so make that change and always keep your faith. MJ

2008-12-06T18:39:00.000-08:00

[b]enough[/b]

2008-07-27T20:01:00.000-07:00

you should know what a champion think.. 1. Hey yo, champ. Aren't you a little scared?2. You know, I think you try harder when you're scared... That's when it's worked best for me :

• The fear it`s an internal fire. I must put out that fire to defeat to my internal and external oponent.

I appreciate that, but maybe you're looking out for your interests just a little bit more. I mean you shouldn't be asking people to come down here and pay the freight on something they paid, it still ain't good enough, I mean you think that's right? I mean maybe you're doing your job but why you gotta stop me from doing mine? Cause if you're willing to go through all the battling you got to go through to get where you want to get, who's got the right to stop you? I mean maybe some of you guys got something you never finished, something you really want to do, something you never said to someone, something... and you're told no, even after you paid your dues? Who's got the right to tell you that, who? Nobody! It's your right to listen to your gut, it ain't nobody's right to say no after you earned the right to be where you want to be and do what you want to do!... You know, the older I get the more things I gotta leave behind, that's life. The only thing I'm asking you guys to leave on the table... is what's right.

And you grew up good and wonderful. It was great just watching you, every day was like a privilige. Then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world, and you did. But somewhere along the line, you changed. You stopped being you. YOU LET PEOPLE STICK A FINGER IN YOUR FACE AND TELL YOU, YOU ARE NO GOOD..

• And when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame, like a big shadow.

• Let me tell you something you already know.

• “The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that and that ain't you! You're better than that! I'm always gonna love you no matter what. No matter what happens, I'M YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL"

THA'S ALL ABOUT.. IT'S LIKE AN ETERNAL RACE..

THINKING ALWAYS FOR THE NEXT MOVEMENT...

NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER

NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER GIVE UP.

JUST DO IT... EXPECT GREAT

Natu

SEGURA?, SEGURISIMA QUE HOY

2008-06-28T20:08:00.000-07:00

THIS RACE HAD ALREADY STARTED

2008-06-28T19:56:00.000-07:00

HOY ,ES SEGURO QUE HOY
[[[[La posibilidad de realizar un sueño es lo que hace que la vida sea interesante.
I enjoy life, and you? ?si me ves retroceder solo estoy tomando impulso =)y un consejo de un grnde .. "TIRA SIEMPRE LA PELOTA, NUNCA LA TOALLA". R.N
CADA VEZ QUE SUPERA UNA DESAFIO, BUSCA UNA NUEVA META EN EL HORIZONTE.. Y SE LANZA A CORRER.
1) Ilusión
2) Esfuerzo
3) Confianza
4) Constancia y Disciplina
Paraíso anticipado
No hay nada imposible, porque los sueños de ayer son las esperanzas de hoy y pueden convertirse en realidad mañana.
Si no sueñas, nunca encontrarás lo que hay más allá de tus sueños.Hay que tener aspiraciones elevadas, expectativas moderadas y necesidades pequeñas.Para las cosas grandes y arduas se necesitan combinación sosegada, voluntad decidida, acción vigorosa, cabeza de hielo, corazón de fuego y mano de hierro.
Una persona amable es aquella que escucha con una sonrisa lo que ya sabe, de labios de alguien que no lo sabe
• Cada fracaso supone un capítulo más en la historia de nuestra vida y una lección que nos ayuda a crecer. No te dejes desanimar por los fracasos. Aprende de ellos, y sigue adelante. Es duro fracasar en algo, pero es mucho peor no haberlo intentado.
• El éxito es ese viejo trio: habilidad, oportunidad y valentía. Solamente hay un éxito: poder vivir la vida a tu gusto.
Si quieres triunfar, no te quedes mirando la escalera. Empieza a subir, escalón por escalón, hasta que llegues arriba.Las oportunidades son como los amaneceres: si uno espera demasiado, se los pierde. Conócete, acéptate, supérate.
La sonrisa es el idioma universal de los hombres inteligentes.
Tu mayor competidor es lo que quieres llegar a ser.
Hay que SOBREPONERSE a las dificultades .]]]]]
Si no te esfuerzas hasta el máximo,
¿cómo sabrás donde está tu límite?
y asi es como empiezo...
VAMOS Natuu!!! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF ♥

Sigo

2008-06-21T19:51:00.000-07:00

Y bueno seguire disfrutando de la vida, porque si no la disfrto. no tiene sentido.
Bueno dentor de un rato salgo con mis amigos a ver unas pelis, me voy a depsejar un ratoo =)
..

QUISIERA QUE ESTO DURE PARA SIEMPRE..
bueno me voy llendoo

lo voy a lograr,.. tenog fe en mi.. y voluntad.. y compromiso.
IM GONNA DO IT

2008-06-21T19:41:00.000-07:00

Justo ahora, nose porque me cuesta tanto hacer esto
pero bueno hago lo que puedo.
Creo que desde hoy si puedo, porque si pude ahora, pudo seguir, no voy a parar justo ahora.
Recien empiezo, pero bueno es un buen cominezo =)

Animo nomas, y acordate, que si queres tener mas pensa que hay otras personas que no tienen ni si quiera para estar como estas vos.

Pensalo, no te dejes llevar por la ansiedad.
Vos podes.

2008-06-14T17:21:00.000-07:00

Todo cambio.. pero para bien =)

HOY NATUU.. ya mañana hay que romperla .. hay que jugar para siempre..

Go and play as well as i can

YOU CAN DO IT.. just believe

Siempre disfrutando, porque me hace sentir PERFECTA

2008-06-13T21:07:00.000-07:00

2008-06-13T20:59:00.000-07:00

HOY

desde hoy y para siempre.. cambio mi forma de vida.
Sigo siendo la misma de siempre, pero necesito sentirme bien conmigo misma.

Mi bienestar esta antes, que la opinion de la gente. Cueste lo que cueste.. desde hoy comienza THE NEW ONE.. pero nadie lo sabe =) ♥comienzo a crearme como una verdadera mujer. VOY A LLEGAR, LO VOY A LOGRAR

♥♥ ME AMO, HOY Y SIEMPRE ♥♥

lo unico que quiero es que nunca deje de ser un juego

2008-06-13T20:45:00.000-07:00

La posibilidad de realizar un sueño es lo que hace que la vida sea interesante.

I enjoy life, and you? ?
si me ves retroceder solo estoy tomando impulso =)y un consejo de un grnde .. "TIRA SIEMPRE LA PELOTA, NUNCA LA TOALLA". R.N

CADA VEZ QUE SUPERA UNA DESAFIO, BUSCA UNA NUEVA META EN EL HORIZONTE.. Y SE LANZA A CORRER.

1) Ilusión

2) Esfuerzo

3) Confianza

4) Constancia y Disciplina

Paraíso anticipado

No hay nada imposible, porque los sueños de ayer son las esperanzas de hoy y pueden convertirse en realidad mañana.

Si no sueñas, nunca encontrarás lo que hay más allá de tus sueños.Hay que tener aspiraciones elevadas, expectativas moderadas y necesidades pequeñas.Para las cosas grandes y arduas se necesitan combinación sosegada, voluntad decidida, acción vigorosa, cabeza de hielo, corazón de fuego y mano de hierro.

Una persona amable es aquella que escucha con una sonrisa lo que ya sabe, de labios de alguien que no lo sabe

• Cada fracaso supone un capítulo más en la historia de nuestra vida y una lección que nos ayuda a crecer. No te dejes desanimar por los fracasos. Aprende de ellos, y sigue adelante. Es duro fracasar en algo, pero es mucho peor no haberlo intentado.

• El éxito es ese viejo trio: habilidad, oportunidad y valentía. Solamente hay un éxito: poder vivir la vida a tu gusto.

Si quieres triunfar, no te quedes mirando la escalera. Empieza a subir, escalón por escalón, hasta que llegues arriba.Las oportunidades son como los amaneceres: si uno espera demasiado, se los pierde. Conócete, acéptate, supérate.

La sonrisa es el idioma universal de los hombres inteligentes.

Tu mayor competidor es lo que quieres llegar a ser.

Hay que SOBREPONERSE a las dificultades . Si no te esfuerzas hasta el máximo,

¿cómo sabrás donde está tu límite?

y asi es como empiezo...

VAMOS Natuu!!! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF ♥

Nunca voy a dejar de preguntarme por que?¿

2008-01-24T18:30:00.000-08:00

NADIA ESTEFANIA DAVID hermana de mi alama, porque ?¿ ya me canse d ehacerme esa pregunta

Lo unico que te digo sque te voy a apoyar, aunq no cpmarti nunca esa desicion..

perdon pero estas equivocada.

Nadal perdioo =( TODO MAAL

pero bueno.. no si ami me llueven los problemas es asi

espero q todo tenga una recompensa algun dia

me voy llendo,

Natu

=)

2008-01-19T11:44:00.000-08:00

aww y si porque esta ganando todo en el Australian Open =D=D

Ya me da lo mismo que me hables o no, perdoname pero sigo adelante nomas. Eso no significa que te haya olvidado, nunca

bueno

2008-01-18T19:06:00.000-08:00

Y no me hablaste mas =(

No te quiero ver mas

2008-01-17T19:22:00.001-08:00

Y si asi quede. Como no estar mal =(

Pooor favor andate, decime que te vas y que no te veo mas :'(
no te quiero ver mas, porque cada dia que pasa mas me cuesta olvidar

porque sufri mucho y no termina hoy

sigue hasta siempre

quedara ahi, hasta siempre, como un recuerdo en mi memoria

por favor dejame en paz, yo ya te deje

Y como explicarlo

2008-01-17T19:13:00.000-08:00

Esque no aguanto que no sea lo mismo, se tratan tan diferente =(=(

Y me siento mas sola, mas triste mas todo.. - - encima vos, si vos que no te entiedno ni un poquito, nose lo que queres, nose como vas a reaccionar ni nada. Lo unico que quiero es seguir como estoy, parallegar a lo que quiero nose si llegare bien, pero tengoquellegar porque es lo que siempre quize y quiero.

Me destruyerooon asi, bien asi, ya no puedo mas

De veritas

2008-01-15T16:14:00.000-08:00

Y si porque es verdad, OTRA VEZ ESA SENSACION , de miedo, de nervios, de alegria, de ternura, de felicidad, de amistad, de ansiedad, y mil cosas mas =)=)

Porque cada vez falta menos, huy si menos y menos.. para irme

Y como no me va a encantar esa foto

2008-01-15T16:07:00.000-08:00

Espectacularmente hermosoo para mi =)=)

2008-01-11T17:26:00.000-08:00

Tengo muchos nervios, y me juegan tan en contra

Hoy 12 es el Cumple de mi hermano =) Braian .. ya cumple 15!! bueno en realidad faltan 25 minutos, pero desps no voy a estar aca.

Bueno me voy llendo =)
besos

Natu

2008-01-08T17:53:00.000-08:00

UN AMOOOR =)

imposible obivo, pero me encanta =

ademas un ejemplo a seguir, un idolo =)

por eso me gusta taanto.

Y no me importa lo q los demas piensen, me basta con saber que es unico

"Jugadora" de Basketball =)

2008-01-05T18:10:00.000-08:00

Jaja, bueno en la foto estoy en el Boxiing.. mi Club!! =) vivia en ese club, hermoso =)=)

En la foto de antes, no puse nada, no sabia que escribir.

Mmm lo unico que se es que me estoy por mudar.. si de nuevo. Veran en la escuela, todos tenemos apodos.. jaja

y yo tengo.. TOUR.. jaja porque viajo mucho.. y por todos lados, es realmente agotador, pero me encanta iual.

Juego al Basquet, es algo que me fascina de verdad, y estoy por cumplir uno de mis grandes y anhelados sueños de toda mi vida.

El unico que revelo, es el de soñar con llegar a la WNBA, soñar es todavia gratis =)

Bueno cambiando de tema.. mi familia esta compuesta por mis papás, y mis hermanos un hermano y una hermana. Mi hmna mayor (Nadiu) jaaj y mi hmno menor (Bratiu).

Odio el cambio de Horario!!!!..(nada q ver, pero me acorde de eso) jaja

Tambien a ver, hablo Ingles =) .. las peliculas que mas me gustan.. son muchas jaja Harry Potter =)=) me encanta, ahora estoy leyendo el septimo libro, en ingles =) me encanta

y muchas otras pelis, pero me acuerdo de esa.. tambien Rosh Hour,Titanic,El Diario de Una Princesa, La Nueva Cenicienta, El hombre Perfecto, The Lord of the Rings, High School Musical, huy y miles +++ que seguro que despues me las voy a a cordar.. :P

Bueno, despues sigo hablando de mi vida jajaaj =) me encanta

Besos

Natu

VERANOO!

2008-01-05T13:29:00.000-08:00

Natuu

2008-01-02T18:01:00.000-08:00

Bueno una foto abajo del aro, para estrenar el blog.. jajaj

Espero que les guste.

Natu =)